guess its stupid of me to think that someone could love me all the time, even when im not slapping a bunch of makeup on my face. thats not really real life. i work third shift and my sleep schedule is messed up. i dont feel motivated when i get up to get completely ready for work where i have nobody to impress. life is about the good done up days, but its also about those little moments you share when you both are vulnerable to eachother and can see who the other one really is. love is about falling for someone and loving their good along with their bad, not just loving one part of them. im probably alone on this.

depression floods.